我不是

當我出世, 父母告訴我是, 可我知道我不是, 我無法表達...
到了小學, 老師告訴我是, 可我知道我不是, 我無法解釋...
就讀中學, 身体告訴我是, 可我知道我不是, 我無法改變...
考入大學, 社會告訴我是, 可我知道我不是, 我無法爭辯...
現在, 我不再表達自己, 不再為我的行為做出解釋, 不再希望任何的改變, 也不再做任何無謂的爭辯...
我就是我

不快樂

是倦了還是累了?
我不知道.
只覺得你不快樂.
所以我不快樂.

我

人真的會隨著時間而改變. 2002年的某一天我去參加同學妹妹的生日party, 突然覺得頭有點痛于是走出大門想吹吹風, 卻發現同學也站在門前抽煙. 他一見我就笑問"是不是太吵有點頭痛?" 我苦笑著點了點頭. 他嘆了口氣說 "想不認老都不行, 現在叫我喝酒玩通宵那真是要了我的命!" 當時我覺得他有些夸大其詞, 可慢慢的我發覺是真的. 還未到30歲的我, 現在別說通宵, 一過12點就哈欠連連. 然后第二天就沒精神好像夢游般在公司里混時間. 愛吃煎炸食物的我現在一吃KFC, 馬上內火中燒. 以前超愛玩RPG游戲的我, 突然覺得打game很浪費時間! 最愛花言花語的我, 現在開口閉口都是投資做生意賺錢. 我是怎么了? 每天早上起床我總會在鏡子前看看自己, 看看是不是老了? 或是變了? 為何我對現在的自己如此陌生? 也許是時間在做怪吧! 而我, 就這樣了.

Moreland Rise - September Issue

Special Report

Agent Oscar has been assigned a new udercover project ~ BEGGAR ~ to monitor the enemy's movement. Agent Oscar has soon been notified by the emeny. He blamed the company didn't provide professional disguise equipments.

Agent Paris has been sent as replacement for Agent Oscar.

After 15 minutes, Agent Paris realised she actually received lots money.

The overjoy Agent has "Yipps" for 30 seconds, then remember to count the money first.

Agent Paris quickly counted the money she earned during the 15 minutes. Actually it's much more than what she earned been an undercover agent!

Agent Paris has thought about for awhile and decided to contact the union representive for a salary review. Agent Paris will be on strike until the next salary review with the company.

This photo took in a night club last night. Agent Paris was in her street girl sweater and got drunk.